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i just realized. i don't have anybody by my side. it's really sad to know that :'(. the closest one just drove away and the others too. hate this :'(

galauuuu

gila gue malam ini galau abis. daritadi dengerin lagu depapepe galau semua lagunya. sekarang playlistnya lagi pokerface-glee cast which is nadanya galau banget.

gue sedih banget. gatau kenapa. campur aduk deh mau sedih apaan. tadi gue sempat ngeliat post temen gue si cis, tentang farewell bimo which is gue 'ga bisa' dateng karena several reasons. gue sedih bacanya karena salah satu temen gue akan sekolah di amerika huhuhu. tuh kan gini aja gue sedih. kenapa sih lu ren? lagi gila? menjelang pms? aduuuuh ga biasa banget deh gue gini.

gue pengen ngomong deh disini kenapa gue 'ga bisa' ikut ke farewell bimo. tapi gue takut ngomong disini. gatau kenapa. (gila ya ren lu fak banget galau gila malem ini.) pokoknya salah satu alesannya adalah karena gue takut gue ketemu seseorang disana WHICH IS PASTI DATENG dan gue takut gue nonjok mukanya begitu gue ketemu. makanya gue ngehindar 2 orang itu supaya gue ga nambah dosa. alasan kenapa gue pengen nonjok? komplikasi banget deh masalahnya. masalah abg jaman sekarang lah biasa.

lanjut. gue juga sedih soalnya salah satu sahabat gue si nadka akan pergi ke surabaya. sumpah ini gue sedih banget ga boong. hope she'll get what she want to :)

The Liar

Deceiver, dissembler
Your trousers are alight
From what pole or gallows
Shall they dangle in the night?
When I asked of your career
Why did you have to kick my rear
With that stinking lie of thine
Proclaiming that you owned a mine?
When you asked to borrow my stallion
To visit a nearby moored galleon
How could I ever know that you
Intended to turn him into glue?
What red devil of mendacity
Grips your soul with such tenacity?
Will one you cruelly shower with lies
Put a pistol ball between your eyes?
What internal serpent
Has lent you his forked tongue?
From what pit of foul deceit
Are all these whoppers sprung?
Deceiver, dissembler
Your trousers are alight
From what pole or gallows
Do they dangle in the night?

-William Blake

ended

i would never thought that that madchen really enjoy hinterhaltiger me this much. i just feel that that madchen do that on zweck so could get eifersuchtig. worse, i'm on it. it supposed to be over since that madchen gehen in eine andere stadt. it's just really traurig since that madchen n was my freund. gee maybe i shall not gehe ze erfullen them again. kaput. i want to commencer a new leben soon i went to college.




sorry if this post was mixed between Eng and Ger. on purpose i did this. danke

grrrrrrrr sebel sebel

gue sebel. i am disgusted. Ek is verstom. bener bener sebel to the end.
oke gue mau ngepost apa yg pengen gue post tapi pake bahasa korea aja. terserah mai dibilang norak.

나는 그가 싫어요. 그가 너무 오만한. 내가 좋아하는 말은, 그가 대학을 가지고 그러나 그는 너무 오만하고 난 싫어. 이봐요, 거기 당신처럼 운이 좋지는 너무 많은 사람들이 있습니다 !!!!!!!

둘째, 난 분명히 내 마음에와이라도 가지고 도망을 얻지 못할 수있는 사람에 대해 얘기하고 싶어요. 난 정말이 사람을 좋아 하는게 좋아. 하지만 그는 이미 자신이 여자 친구가있어. 너무 하드 ____ 그를 잊을 수 없어 dooooooh -_____- 난 싫어 절름발이되고 있지만 힘든 그를 잊을 수 

그리고 거기에 한 가지 더. 내가 FKUI를 수락받을 아이를 싫어!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!